Getting bigger

Hm..few people said 'big is beautiful', some people said 'big is scary' and others said 'big is unhealthy'

Huuhh everyone has own perception. And i think big is beautiful but painful and high risks. I really know that. People that live near from me who have big size,have a lot of problems in health. They got cholesterol, hard to breath and may cause heart attack and obesity..
Yeah those are some of reasons why i'm so afraid if my weight getting high. I also afraid if i couldn't wear the shirts/ dresses as i want. And it's proved.
Two days ago when i cleaned my closet, i tried on my old jeans, and what happened next? This jeans couldn't fit to my body. Oh no i'm getting bigger. I put my jeans off and though that i should throw out that jeans from my closet ASAP. Hiks..................................

That's so painful. I couldn't wear my jeans again, and the fact shows that i am a fat woman now.
Huhuhuhu...how can i gain the weight? I think i become lazier day by day..
And always get up in the afternoon.Ya Allah, what should i do?
My mom push me to get exercise in the morning, but i'm too lazy to get up.
Hu is that an easy way to lose weight?

I've tried any ways, like drink non-fat milk till wear a slimming belt for 2 hours per day..

But the result is zero. I still overweight. Hm, i should get exercise from now.
What d best exercise to lose the weight easily???I think i'm like baby hercules....aaaaaarrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhh