Welcome Abroad

December 2-7, 2012.

That was great time to explore the strange places. I've been in 3 countries for a week. Wasn't it amazing? Hehehe.
It started when i was be chosen as a functionary for procurement process in the embassy of suva, Fiji Island. I was so glad to take new experiences and went abroad. I went to suva by airplane, Cathay Pacific to HK as transit place. As the plan, i just transit in HK for 2 hours and then i depart to Suva. But suddenly there was an announcement from Air Pacific, the airline of Fiji, that the flight was delayed for more than 6 hours, ok, that means i should stayed in HK. Luckyly, my friend from the embassy could pick me up to the embassy of HK and i could stay in there for a day.After stayed in Suva 4 days, i came back to jkt. I went home by airplane, korea air, and i transited there for a day. But i really satisfied of this airline, because i got a room in a hotel to stay for one night.
These are some pics i could share :

 #HONG KONG ~ Victoria Park

 #HONG KONG ~ Embassy of Indonesia

 #HONG KONG ~ With a treasurer of Indonesia Embassy

 #FIJI ISLAND ~ From the sky

 #SUVA ~ Holiday Inn, Celebration of Christmas Eve from Indonesia Embassy

 #SUVA ~ Christmas Eve

 #SUVA ~ Dinner Menu

 #SUVA ~ The Church

 #SUVA ~ Beside the Church Building

 #SUVA ~ The Cathedral

 #SUVA ~ Surrounded by the sea

 #SUVA ~ The Monument of Proclamation

 #SUVA ~ One of Mall in the city

 #SUVA ~ With mrs. Lusi, a wife from Indonesia embassy's employee

 #SUVA ~ The Parliament House

 #SUVA ~ With the guard of The President's Palace

 #SUVA ~ At Indonesia embassy with all staffs

 #KOREA ~ Dongho City, view from the Hotel

 #KOREA ~ It's snowy out there

 #KOREA ~ Gwanghwamun Square

 #KOREA ~ Kyobo

 #KOREA ~ Mojeongyo

 #KOREA ~ Mojeongyo from the other side

 #KOREA ~ @Gwanghwamun Square, the monument of Admiral Yi Sunshin

 #KOREA ~ @Gwanghwamun Square, the monument of King Sejong

Happy New Year 1433 H all Moslems, so what will you do?

Today, November 15th 2012.
It was a day off from duty, school, course, etc. All moslems in the world are celebrating this holy day as a new year of Hijriyah. Actually i don't know what i should do today, but the important thing is i'm very blessed because i'm still here in the world and Allah SWT still give the blesses to me and my fam. I should always remember to pray and say thanks to Allah SWT. Without HIM, i'm nothing.
OK it's too early to write some words in the morning, but i can't sleep anymore. My dad isn't at home, he went to the office this morning. He's not getting holiday. I don't know why his office not give holiday to its employee. I hate it, because i can't plan to go out with my dad. I just stay at home with my sister. But i still wish i can go with her to have a holiday trip. My mom isn't at home too, she's going to jogjakarta with her friends to spend holiday. It's not right, mom spend her holiday but dad is working. Hahahhhhahaha.
Yeaaah but that's life. A man is working to have a lot of money and a woman can stay at home and spend man's money. I love being a woman :)
By the way, refer to new year 1433 Hijriyah, i've just though, what have i did last year??? Hm... as a moslem, it's important to have target and plan, i wished last year to be more patient and stronger in life also always remember to Allah SWT. Mmmmmm i got it some, i can be more patient and stronger but i sometimes didn't remember to the God who creates me. I still often left HIS obligation and did HIS prohibiton. Oh that's bad. So, i have to change that this year. A new year to have a new hope. I hope anything's going well and i can continue my life as well as i could.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 1433 H ALL!!!! ALLAH SWT NEVER EVER GIVE US THE BAD, ALLAH ALWAYS GIVE US THE BEST. JUST OBEY THE RULES AND EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE OK :D

New Toy

I called it so, because beside DSLR i had, it's my new digital camera pocket :) Yeaaah, i bought this when i came to Indocomtech in November 4th at JCC Jakarta. It's not bad as i though. Although the price was low, the quality of the photo that is taken, was great. And it was so handy, so i can put it in my pocket or in my mobile phone bag. Do not judge something that was physically not looked so great, but should try it on or use it first. Another tool to have a nice photo. Yeaaah \\(^^)//

It's about "17"

August, 17th 2012. 

Me and my highschool's friends were so excited to meet each other. We broke fasting in Blok M Plaza. Actually it's been 6 years after we graduated from highschool and we never met each other except by email or bbm or sms. And on the date, we met again. It's too cool when we knew it's all about 17. We met on august 17th, at 17.00 o'clock, the people came were 17 persons, and the last we were 17th generation of 90 high school :)) That was awesome, huh? :p We're in the same class : science 1, and we're proud of that. Heheh. Our hope was we could meet again in the next time and talked about anything in our each life :*

I WON'T GIVE UP

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

I believe in YOU, Allah!!

Sometimes i forget about You,

Sometimes i don't obey Your order,

Sometimes i walk far away from You and do what i think it's right,

But

I still believe Your power and love to Your each servant.

I believe Your decision is more than anything in this world and nothing can't change that.

I say many thanks to You in every pray,

I always ask something that even i can't think it will happen,

But...

YOU...

ALLAH SWT.

Always heard every pray from me.

And i always thank i've already believe in YOU from baby til' now.

I just LOVE YOU more than anything.

I always get what i need not what i want. Because i know You will give me the best for me not the best for anyone. Although i feel down about anything, but only YOU will hear me. And from that moment, i always believe this is YOUR way to bring me to a higher level from now. I won't give up just because the bad memories. I will raise up and say to the world : I'M OK, and I'M THE LUCKIEST PERSON TO HAVE YOU EVERYWHERE AND EVERYTIME.

I LOVE BEING A MOSLEM, I LOVE CLOSE TO YOU, MY SAVIOUR AND MY GOD "ALLAH SWT"

Freaky Friday, July 13th

How could i start this? Remembered at that time, went alone to Depok by car, so much hope and positive thinking. Walked inside that building,  met my friend and waited for my time. Aaaaaassssshhh couldn't feel anything at all. I just prayed and prayed. Didn't matter what happen next... At 2.20 pm. That was my turn to enter the test room. I was ready to go in, and saw them sat together (Mr. Heppy, Mr. Tubagus and Mr. Emil). Hm, just took my deep breath and i was ready for the presentation i've prepared before. Yap the time begun.....for the next an hour and a half :)

Yap, that's a short story on July 13th, the day i spent my time in Depok and took the final test before i graduated from the one of the best university in Indonesia (people think^^). I thought i was be blessed in that day because i could pass it with the best result. I just made sure everything's going well and Alhamdulillah God help me in everything i did.

06.00 pm. My friends came to campus and they wanted to celebrate me and other friend's graduation :) As usual the tradition in my campus : everyone who passed the final test and got out from the judging room with a big smile had to jump into the fish pool in the center of the park (red.Kolam Makara). And unfortunately, they saw me and yelled me to jump.. Ok, i thought this was maybe my last chance to be 'swim' in this fish pool, so i just surrendered when my 2 friends picked me up and throwed me into that pool.  Hahaha ok i could say it's fuckiiiin greaaaat!!! Cold, Dirty, and Smells bad :P

Welcome Singapore

 #Welcome to Singapore :)

 #Day1- Changi Airport

 #Day1- Merlion Park

 #Arrive at apartment - Have a good rest

 #Day2- walking around the clarke quay river

 #Day2- Shopping @ Orchard Rd, the sophisticated place to be visited

 #Day3- Visit the popular place in Spore 'USS'

 #It's NYC wannabe :))

 #at Egypt Area :p

 #Day4- Time to visit the chinatown.. Ni hao ;)

 #Day4- Afternoon. Time to go home. Pose in front of the icon of Spore @ Changi

#Thanks a lot, we've got a lot of experiences here... We'll come back soon :D

The part of my life

I know sometimes we should accept the truth that something didn't exist in our life anymore. I felt that. May 13th 2012 was the day. My life would turn to the other side. I was so sad and it's the worst part of my life. I don't know how to show it to anyone, because inside my heart, i didn't want somebody knows what i did. My parents, my sister, they're all persons who supported me at that time. They gave me advice, and because i didn't know what to do, so i followed their advice although it was hurt for me and for someone. Maybe it's just a common news for anyone who had partner, or boyfriend/girlfriend. Broke up is a common experience of love life. Yeah i just did it. Although i ever felt this before, but this time was so difficult to be forgotten. Almost 3 years with someone who always cheer up you, or support you in everything you do, of course made me crazy to know the truth that he didn't belong to me anymore. I need my confidence to make everything's going well again. I need to come back my happiness feeling and i know it's difficult to do for just a month. 

Now, i learn something from that moment, there's no impossible in this life, because the thing it said is i'm possible. I should move on, and take the other chances of my life. I'm really sure it's the answer's GOD for me because of my pray. I just need the time that will give me all the things that i want and achieve. 

I love u so much for whom i ever hurted and gave sadness, but i love so much more to my family and also the GOD who gives me the life and the experiences in my life :D

Sekarang atau tidak sama sekali

Judul yang tepat untuk menggambarkan kondisiku sekarang. Di saat semua teman-teman seangkatan sudah bisa merencanakan masa depan untuk S2, menikah, dan berkeliling dunia, aku masih harus berusaha menyelesaikan studi S1 yang tinggal sedikit lagi menuju penutupan. Dua semester untuk skripsi sudah pasti membuatku merasa sangat amat bodoh karena tidak juga bisa diselesaikan. Tapi aku yakin Tuhan punya rencana lain. Aku sudah sangat bersyukur dengan keadaan saat ini.Bekerja, punya gaji yang cukup untuk jajan sehingga tidak perlu lagi meminta ortu, dan punya pasangan yang selalu support apapun yang aku lakukan. Inilah hidup. Semua ada pahit dan manis. Hanya diri kita sendiri yang tahu apa yang harus dilakukan dan bagaimana caranya. Mungkin disaat susah dan stres kita menyalahkan keadaan, andai tadi ga kaya gtu, andai dia tidak masuk kerja, semuaaa hanya tinggal berandai-andai tanpa tahu apa solusinya. Sekarang yang dibutuhkan fokus dan semangat. Hanya tinggal selangkah lagi menuju kemenangan. Dan aku akan sama dengan teman-teman lainnya. Just hoping the best *crossfinger ;)